And I don’t mean that in a lame depressive way. I mean that in a I got up this morning and went to Dunkin’ Donuts and had an awesome tea with an awesome double chocolate donut with sprinkles cause I’m a heffer but it was so so so so SO yummy. Then I went to Sephora and got some Bumble & Bumble to spoil my hair so I can grow it long again and I got a bunch of yummy smelly body lotions and stuff so I can impress people LOL. Oh & I got a lotta awesome free stuff because I spend way to much money when I go there. ugh.

But moral of the story. This was one of the best mornings ever & I spent it entirely alone. Just goes to show you don’t need anyone in life to make you happy C:

from a couple posts back.. I drank one last night. loll. It was the best sangria I’ve had so far too which is awesome. I don’t really remember leaving the mexican restaurant I was at either..which means I had an awesome time. I wanna do something crazy this weekend…like goto Dylan’s Candy Bar in the city and get hammered off crazy bright drinks and eat candy.

robot parties..van halen and iron maiden tribute shows..to just going out and dancing my face off. Lately Im pretty much always busy. This month has been wild. Saw skrillex live, I won tickets to see the real van halen reunion tour on the 28th and I got h2o & ice age on the 24th. I’ve never been so happy and so sad about things at the same time.

Tonights pretty calm though. Im currently grabbing a pizza pie and heading over to my sisters to do bong rips and watch the new Walking Dead!! Zombie time!!!!

well it’s inevitable that I’d get bitten. Please don’t shoot me. Let me eat people. And I promise I’ll try my best not to eat you.

Like now.

cook and clean and do bong rips in my living room :C

thats not really it though.. I want to wake up next to someone with messy hair and cuddle with them and kiss them all over. I want to make them smile. I want to cook and clean for them. Bring them breakfast in bed. Make them lunch to take to work. And have dinner on the table when they get home. I want to take them out. I want to get drunk with them and laugh for hours. I want to help them when they’re puking. I want to make them soup when they’re sick or call them just to tell them how happy they make me. I want to buy them things. I want to be their best friend. I want to grow old with them. ok. ughh.

And I wish I could do yesterday afternoon over again. I don’t care how upset you are…a guy should never put his hands on a girl. A 180lb guy pushing a 110lb girl…yeah I fell. And gee, you really showed me…just about how much of an asshole you are. He did it because he took my phone and was reading text messages that were none of his business aloud and I tried to take it back. Meanwhile…if I touched his phone he’d break my hand and one time he almost did. I hate people with double standards. I know im not perfect but atleast I can handle myself in emotional situations.